Hello! Super super duper long never update liao. Oops. Realllll sorrrrrrrryyyyyy! Hees. :P Cos' I'm always very busy as you all know. (Almost all my friends know yeah.) Hahaha. But since the holidays are here, though it's a short one, it's worth to blog one post now! :D anyways, i got nothing better, or more fun, to do, although I do have a lot of homework and research to start on during the holidays. Oops again. :P

Let me list them all out here before I forget. Hees. Sorry ah. I know very few people come to my blog to read, cos' I seldom update. So yah, my mini diary. :D
1. ONOW Personal Reflection on HME
2. ONOW HME Presentation
3. ONOW Singapore Voices (800 words essay)
4. ONOW Planning
5. Stress Management (groupwork)
6. Anatomy report on glucometer
7. Fitness report (groupwork)
8. ONOW preparation for debate
9. CRS preparation for debate
10. CRS essay
Oh man, this is really alot. Haiix. No choice, have to start on them soon. Maybe tomorrow? Tired now, lazy to start. Hees. :P

OH! Didn't update you on my plans for my holidays! :D
1st week(which is this week): Vacation Bible School! :D
And today is the very first day! :D
I'm a mentor (taking care of kids, btw) and I'm taking care of 5 kids! One of my partner is sick! Oh man. But fortunately, almost all of them are quite sensible and can take care of themselves, without me keep worrying about them. Hees. :P Today is more lesson-based on relationship with parents in order to build a stronger and closer bond in the family. :D Even though some of the times we ourselves know, it's good to listen to the lessons again to go back to the basics. Cos' i admit that I didn't even do some of the basics. (triple oops. :P)

Taking care of kids can be quite tiring cos' you need to look out for them and now I've got 5, wow. Lols. Sometimes I forget who I'm in charge of. Hahaha. :P Anyways, more exciting stuffs are coming out throughout the camp! tomorrow, there's forest adventure such as flying fox. :D (though we are not playing, i'm afraid of heights too :P) wednesday, we're going marina barrage to play games and have a tour! :D Hope the weather will be good for these two days. :D then thurday, we are gonna to play some water games! wootssssss, it's so gonna be funnnn! :D last day, friday, going to paint a wall and watch a movie and have some surprises! :D Yay, then it's the finale night! :D Shiokkkk, then can see the kids do something for their parents and all. :D But it's like time pass really fast cos' it seems like it's gonna end soon. Lols. Though it just started. :D

Next week is YDP! :D A camp for us! :D Gala dinner: girls' dresscode: dress!! OH mannnn. So troublesome. Hahaha. :P shall update that when I come back or something. Hees.

Hope I can finish all my assignments and reports on the last week. :D
Oh! And I'm gonna have a bestie-dinner then stayover on wednesday too! :D SOLOOOOO~ :P
Finally, after so long. Hees. :P

Alrights, shall stop here for today. Catch my updated blog now and then! Hees :P

Taiwan Drama: (niceeeeee!!)

Rolling love ep 3 part 5
Autumn Concerto ep 5

Hello people! Super long never blog le wor. Oops! Hees :P
Oh yah, for the 6 rebellions, I wanna ask which website you all want to use for our blog. Blogger or wordpress or what? So I can create. Hees :P Since I'm always the one not coming for gatherings or whatsoever. Shall do this as a compensation alrights! Tell me on my tagboard or msg me when you all read this post to reply me kay! Heeeeeeeeeees :P


Actually, I'm freeeeeeeeeeeee nowww! Exams overrrrr!! YAYYYYYYYY! WOOTTTTTTTTSSSS!! ^^ I wanna find a job now! Anyone who got lobang, can tell me? Hees :P


Even though I'm on holidays, I still got school stuffs, like parents' forum and all. Need to help out by promoting my course to those parents and sec 4 students i guess. LOLS. First time doing this kind of thing sia. A bit scary. Though I'm really excited to tell people about my course! just that my english language and all those communcation skills really cmi. Those who know me should know that! HAHAHA! :P


Yay, 1 month real holiday! Must use this time wisely! HAHAHA! Cannot waste my time, must play play play play playyyyyyyyyyy!! ^^ If got people want me to work, then of course, need to work work work work work!! HAHAHA! But it's all for experience! :D


HAPPY HOLIDAYSSSSSSSSSS FOR POLY PEOPLEEEEEE!! HAPPY STUDYING FOR JC PEOPLEEEEEEE! OOPS! HAHAHAHA :P

ICE SKATING IS FUN BUT TIRINGGGGG! HEES ^^
more updates soon, i hope. hahaha. sorry readerssssss!! :P

HELLO PEOPLEEEEEEE!!! ^^ I'M REALLY REALLY SORRY FOR NOT BLOGGING FOR SUPER SUPER DUPER DUPER DUPER LONGGGGG TIMEEEEEE~ COS' I'M REALLY BUSY AND STUFFS LIKE THAT. SO YAHHH~

ONE ADVICE: DON'T THINK POLY IS THAT SLACK AND ALL. COS' IT'S NOT! HAHAHA! IT DEPENDS ON YOUR COURSE FOR ONE THING BUT THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS THAT EVERYTHING YOU DO IN POLY COUNTS! NOT LIKE JC, EVEN IF YOU FAIL A CLASS TEST, IT DOESN'T MATTER. (I THINK, LOLS) :P

MY COURSE IS REALLY REALLY VERY BUSY COS' WE HAVE LIKE 8 MID-SEMESTER TESTS WHEREAS OTHERS LIKE ENGINEERING, BUSINESS ETC HAVE LIKE 4 TESTS? ONLYYYYYYYY~~ HAHAHA! :P BUT NO CHOICE LUHS, HAVE TO JUST ACCEPT THE FACT THAT I'M IN THIS COURSE AND SHALL JUST WORK HARD IN IT.

BECAUSE I HAVE NO BIOLOGY BACKGROUND AND ALL, I HAVE TO LEARN BIOLOGY STUFFS AND MEMORISE THEM UNTIL LIKE VERY XING KU. THE NAMES ARE LIKE SUPERRRR LONGGGGG~AND THERE ARE LIKE MANY CHARACTERISTICS AND ALL. WOWWWW, IT'S JUST ALOT ALOT. MORE THAN WHAT I THOUGHT THIS COURSE WOULD BE LIKE. ARGHH. BUT TOO LATE FOR REGRET ALREADY. LOLS.

SOME OF MY FRIENDS ALSO DON'T HAVE BIOLOGY BACKGROUND. LIKE ALL STRUGGLING SIA. HAIIX. HOPE I CAN COPE THE NEXT TERM. COS' WE ARE GONNA LEARN ABOUT IMMUNOLOGY. AND IT'S LIKE ALOT MORE THAN WHAT WE ARE LEARNING NOW - DNA REPLICATION, TRANSCRIPTION, TRANSLATION, CHARACTERISTICS OF CELLS, MICROSCOPE AND STAINING. JUST NOW TEACHER TOLD US ABOUT WHAT WE ARE GOING TO LEARN NEXT TIME. AND IT'S LIKE WHITE BLOOD CELLS AND IN WBC, THERE ARE MANY OTHER NAMES TO LEARN. OH NOOO~ OKAYYYY SHALL STOP SAYING ABOUT BIOLOGY. COS' I DON'T WANNA FLOOD MY BLOG WITH BIO. HAHAHA! :P

ANYWAYS, LATER GONNA HAVE THE 6 REBELLIONS' DINNERRRRRRR!! WOOOOOOOO~ CAN CATCH UP WITH EACH OTHER AGAIN! AND ALSO, MIGHT BE GOING FOR KSS CFN! MAYBE CAN SEE OUR TEACHERSSSS!! ZENGGGGGG LAO SHIIIII! HAHAHA~YAH LUHS MY FAVOURITE TEACHER. CANNOT AH? SHE REALLY NICE MA. HEES ^^ CAN'T WAIT FOR LATERRRRRRR!! HOPE MY PRACTICAL WILL END EARLIER TODAY THOUGH I DON'T THINK WILL BE THAT EARLY EITHER COS' HAVE TO DISCUSS ABOUT HOW TO WRITE REPORT ON TODAY'S EXPERIMENT. LOLS.

OKAYYY~THAT'S ALL FOR NOW! I'LL TRY TO BLOGGGGGGGGG MORE ALRIGHTSSS!! HEES ^^ CYAAAAAAAAAAAAA~~!!! ^^

hiiii people!!! :D i guess all of you miss me and my posts yeah? HAHAHA! All want me to update worrrr~ LOLS! :P Okayyy, i've told you about my CCAs in my last post right. I've signed up for another 2. HAHAHA! Photography and some chinese cultural club.


Photography club! I wanna learn how to take super nice and chio and retro photos! HAHAHA! :D Hope I will really join that. LOLS. :D


Chinese Cultural Club. My friend wanted me to join her to join this. It's about singing chinese pop songs together and acting in dramas, etc. Sounds cool but i don't think I will really be participating actively in it anyways. Cos' my course is kinda busy those type. Hees ^^


As for the other CCAs, I've rejected the BP Mentoring and Aikido and netball!!! LOLS! :P shocked ba! Hees ^^ I'd rejected BP Mentoring is because there would be some interview in order to get in or something so yah. Then Aikido is cos' you have to pay $163 on the first session for your 'uniform' and some private insurance. Then for the subsequent months, pay $50 for insurance. Like so expensive cannn. So NOPE! :P AHHHHHHHH~ NETBALLLLLL!!! I went for the netball trials and i've got in!!! :D But then the training is on monday and wednesday from 6pm-9pm. It's like very late. Then when I reached home, it would be late and tiringgggg. No time to do my homework and assignments and projects. I've consulted my parents about it. They also discouraged me to join netball cos' studies are more important. I'm also scared I cannot cope up in my studies if I join because I've got no biology background. That's why. All the chim chim wordsssss are really really longgg and hard to understand all the terms and all. So yah.


Now, I think I will just join those super slack club. OH YAH! I join library club also! Hees ^^ Forgot. LOLS. Just have to work for 10 hours per semester then can get 2 CCA points already and there are also other privileges. LOLS. :D


I guess that's all for now. I'm actually having a one hour break now. Hees ^^ Waiting for my next lesson to start though. LOLS. Don't know what to use on the net ley. So sian. HAHAHA. Byeeeeeeeeeees for nowwwwwww!! Miss me! HAHAHA!! :P

hellooooooo! I'm blogging in school now. LOLS. Anyways, ytstead wants me to update yeah? Hahaha! :P Hmm, actually seriously nothing much to blog about ley. School is okay. OH OH OH! AND you know what? I gave my contacts to 5 CCAs!! WOWWWWWWW~! Hahaha! Let me see..
1. Netball!!! (heard got 50 people join sia! LOLS)
2. SP Aikido Club (some japanese taekwando club. lols. can't believe it yeah? i myself can't believe it too! Hahah! Cos' my friend wants to join so just join! Hees ^^)
3. SP Food Connoiseur Club (quite slack de cca, cos meet twice a month to eat and all only. Then maybe have some cooking classes!! Woooo~ HAHAHA!)
4. SP BP Mentoring (it's helping primary sch kids, either on a wed or sat. 2 hours only so should be okay. :D )
5. SP Primers (some event-based club, i'm also not sure what it is and all so yah. LOLS)

Maybe if my course too busy then I won't go for CCAs luhs, of course. HAHAHA. Studies are more important! :D I haven't told my parents about it. They sure super shocked de lor. Join so many. Lols. :P

Oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYYYYYYYY TO MY MUMMYYYYYYY! HAHAHA! :D gave her a mini surprise this morning. though i didn't get to see her reaction cos' i already went to school. LOLS. wonder if she'll be surprised. hees ^^ YAYYYYY~ I LOVE MY DEAREST MOMMMMM!! SHE'S THE BESTTTTT!!! ^^

Okay, shall listen to my lecturer teach us how to use Mircosoft Excel now. Yay, half an hour more before lesson ends! :D

THE DEATH OF MY 4 MOLARS!! *mourns in pain*

DINNERRRRRRRRR GATHERINGGGGGGG WITH THE 6 REBELLIONSSSSSSSSSSSS~!!!
I MISS YOU ALL SO SO SO SO MUCHHHHH!!! :D
Next time then I upload the photos I took kay!
I'll put them on facebook first!
AND AND AND, THANK YOU SO SO SO SO MUCHHHHHH FOR THE PRESENT!!! AND ALSO, FOR MEETING AND CATCHING UP WITH ONE ANOTHER BEFORE MY BIRTHDAYYY! :D
LOVE ALL OF YOUUUUUUUUUUUUU: TRICIA, WANTENG, YITING, KAHFONG, WANYING!!!!! Hees ^^

hello frienddddddds! :D
for the sake of my dearest laogong, kf!! I shall blog alrights! HAHAHA xD
Hmm, i'm going to Hainan Island, somewhere in China i guess, tomorrow morning. :D
I knowwww you all will miss me right? HAHAHA jkjk! ^^
Okay luhs, it will be the last overseas trip before school startsssss~ (awww~HAHAHA)
Anyways, school will start at 19 april. But there's orientation 1 week before.
It's like so longggg. Hahaha. And there is still a flag dayyy!! Ahhhhhh~!!!
I wonder how poly life will be like, seriously.
Some say it's very relaxed while others say it's quite busy and stressful. LOLS.
I really really can't imagine life without books and uniform.
It's like so coollll! Hahaha!
But the only thing to vex about is what to wear to school everyday. Lols. :D
And the thing is that, none of my clique is going to the same school as meeeeeeee! Arghhh. Sadded. LOLS. It's not that i don't want to go to NP. It's just that NP doesn't offer a course that really interest me. Hees ^^ SO SORRRRY!!
oh yahhhh, and and tonight i'm gonnaaaaaa stay overnight at changiiiiiiii! HAHAHA! so pathetic right? But it's cool! HAHAHA. Can go there explore explore. Hees ^^
Hope I will remember to take more photos! HAHAHA! :D
So longggggggg, peopleeee~! I'll be back on the 27th! :D
Miss all of youuuuuuu! ^^

Oh no! Sorry earthlings! For not updating for so so so long. Okay, maybe it was not that long. But yeah. :D


So, today is the last day of chinese new year. TIME FLIESSSSSSSSSSSSSSS MAN~
Hees, collected quite alot of angpaos. But haven't count them yet. HAHAHA.
DON'T COME AND ROB/CHEAT ME KAY! HAHAHA :D


This year's chinese new year was kind of tired and a bit sian but yet a lil fun. Okay, I'm like kinda of talking crap. LOLS.


Firstly, I was working on the first and second day of CNY. So it kinda spoiled my mood though. However, it's only on the third day when it's fun! HAHAHA! Want to know more, read my previous post. Hees ^^ Cos' you don't wanna read it again yeah. LOLS.


Anyways, got nothing much to blog about actually. Everyday is just another day. But must treasure each time you have and every day you have. Cos' life is unpredictable. Anything might just happen to you the next moment you know. And and spread happiness around you too! ^^

HAPPY CHINESEEEEEEEEEEEE NEW YEARRRRRRR! :D

& HAPPY VALENTINESSSSSSSSSS DAYYYYY! :D




For the first and second day of CNY, i had to work. (Aww..sad)

BUT! It's alright, cos' there are not many people who choose to eat their reunion dinner there.

Phewwwwwwwwwwww~ HAHAHA :D

But I don't understand why some people would choose to go to a buffet restaurant to eat their reunion dinner. It's not very memorable or something. Cos' the food is not specially prepared by their loved ones and all.

Of course, i believe that if the food is not tasty or whatever, but it's prepared by my loved ones, I would still eat and appreciate it no matter what! Cos' it's specially cooked for me! So must learn to appreciate it! :D




Finally, going visitation on the third day with LAP youthssss! :D

Went to Aunt Baby's house first. And and, I realised I put the gospel tract in her mailbox during personal work! (without knowing that it's her house. Oops! Hees!)

Then bought lunch to Cheshire home to eat with Aunt Babara and Aunt Fong Meng. When I reached there, I felt quite pity for the elderly staying there cos' they are all wheelchair-bound. It's like so kelian luhs. And, now I felt fortuante cos' I can walk and do whatever things I wanna do. Unlike them, they have to sit on the wheelchairs and it's really inconvenient for them. It's just sad to see them in such a state. However, I realised that when we went to visit them, they looked happy. The smile on their faces made me feel happy too! :D They were also very friendly cos' they said 'XIN NIAN KUAI LE!' with a bright lit face. Awww, that warms my heart. ^^

After that, went to Gideon's grandparents' house. Wah, landed property sia. LOLS. their house very big sey. HAHAHA. good yeah? His grandma was very hospitable too. She kept serving us food and drinks. All of us like so paiseh luhs. lols. Even let us eat the macademia chocolatesss (hello kitty shaped. Haha!) bought from USA! :D Sang chinese hymns there, and randomly sing english hymns. HAHAHA. But it's cool! :D

Next stop, Reuben's grandma's house. WAH SUPER ANTIQUE LUHS! HAHAHA. alot of cheena stuffs and statues. LOLS. It was quite windy too cos' she stays on the 19th floor! Wow, that's high. Hahaha! sang english hymns for quite long. And some people play cards. Don't know why, it became quite hot there then everyone don't really feel like singing anymore. Lols.

Left for Aunt Yeoh's house. Wah, finally air-conned. LOLS. But those who reached there first, sit down and lie on the sofa until very nua. HAHAHA. Some listening to songs, like me. LOLS. Really feel like sleeping on the super comfy chair luhs. hahaha. xD then TRIED to play chess with david with the help of my shifu! HAHA. But apparently, it failed. cos' no mood to play and don't know how to play. lols. Ate dinner there. PIZZA! And homecooked food! :D NOT FORGETTING THE ICE CREAMMMM TOO! :D

Next to Vanessa's house! Her house is quite nice. A lot of wooden furnitures. LOLS. Her mum also served us alot of food and fruits. We were so well fed and fulllllll. HAHAHA. :D I guess everyone was tired by that time. Cos' almost all sit there and watch tv or talk. hahaha. left early with naomi!

Last stop (for me!), popo's house!!!!! YAYYYYYYYYYYY FINALLY CAN GO BAI NIAN TO MY BELOVED CUTE POPO ! ^^ She's really good and cute too! HAHAHA ;D Took photos too with my cousins and popo!! :D COS' I MUST TREASURE THOSE WHO LOVE ME TOO! XD

Went home with my feet draggy and tired from the fun and longgg day! Cos' i woke up at 6.30! And was out until 11!! HAHAHA! :D

'Mad' by Ne-yo!! It's so niceeeeeeeeee! :D
Once I heard it, it got stuck in my mindddddd! HAHA! :D

Oooo oooo oooo
Oooo oooo ummm
She's staring at me, I’m sitting wondering what she’s thinking
Ummm Nobody’s talking, cause’ talking just turns into screaming (Oooo)
And now yes I’m yelling over her, she yelling over me,
all that that means is neither of us are listening,
and what’s even worse, that we don’t even remember why we’re fighting
It’s all for nothing (fighting for)
nothing, (crying for)
nothing, (oohh)
When we won’t let it go for nothing, (come back for)
nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got oh baby
I know sometimes it’s gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause’ I can’t sleep through the pain (can’t sleep through the pain)
girl I don’t want to go to bed, mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don’t want to go to bed mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)
Umm
and it gets me upset girl when you’re constantly accusing
(asking questions like you already know)
hey we’re fighting this war when both of us are losing
(this ain’t the way that love is supposed to go, what happened to working it out?)
We fall into this place where you ain’t backing down, and I ain’t backing down,
so what the hell do we do now?
It’s all for nothing (fighting for)
nothing, (crying for)
nothing… (oohh)
When we won’t let it go for nothing,
nothing,
it should be nothing
to a love like what we got oh baby
I know sometimes it’s gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause’ I can’t sleep through the pain (can’t sleep through the pain)
girl I don’t want to go to bed mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don’t want to go to bed mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo)
Oh baby this love ain’t gone be perfect, (perfect perfect oh no)
And just how good it’s gonna be
We can fuss and we can fight long as everything is alright between us before we go to sleep…
Baby we’re gonna be…
Yah…. Baby….
ohhhh….ohhhh
I know sometimes it’s gonna rain,
But baby can we make up now
cause’ I can’t sleep through the pain (can’t sleep through the pain)
girl I don’t want to go to bed mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me
no I don’t want to go to bed mad at you
and I don’t want you to go to bed, mad at me (oh noo, nooo, noo)

Alrights, i shall update my blog cos' twinnie says i didn't update. hahaha!

Hmm, maybe i shall blog about my workplace! SAKURA, PIONEER! :D




My very very first job is being a kitchen assistant at Sakura! :D

Although the pay is quite little, it's worth it. Hees (:

Cos' i get to secretly eat there. HAHAHA. :D

But soon, there would be CCTVs installed to see those who eat and laze around there. Hahaha!

Gosh, then I wouldn't get to eat my favourite sashimi salmon and unagi sushi!!! (Aww...)

And and, my oyster mee sua! pan-fried salmon and doryyyyy!! (oh nooooooooo!)

Alrights, i sound so so so crazy about food. Hees :D

Especially after i worked at Sakura, i'm so crazy about food.
Even those workers there think i'm crazy. hahaha.

Cos' they worked there for years, eaten all the food.

Or should i say tried all the food there? LOL.

So i guess they had gotten sick of it.

But obviously, i'm a newbie there.

Everything is so so so new and nice to me, though i went to Sakura twice. :D




Actually, seeing too much food many times, might be a lil overwhelming.

I don't know if that's the suitable adjective for it.

But still...it's something like that.

Cos' there are really really really lots of food there, even though the place may not be as big as the one in Clementi Woods (two-storey de).

There are...

SUSHIIIII! (so many varieties yeah? some, i didn't even see before. LOL)

















SASHIMIIII !!! (salmon is my favvvvvv!!!! :D)

SALADS! (there are more, just that i didn't take, psps!)

COOKED FOOD!! :D

THE LAKSA COUNTERRRRR! :D (my first stall! HAHAHA!)














PEKING DUCK! (p.s. the guy in the pic is the first whom I assist)

HOMEMADE PIZZAS! :D

FRIED FOOD! :D

ICE CREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMS! :D

DESSERTSSSSSSS & FRUITS!! :D (there are more just didnt take only, sorry!)

PAN-FRIED FOOD! :D

the satay counter!!!!

Okay, this is all for today. LOL. you know because of this post, my comp keep hanging. gosh, it's troublesome luhs. But! Nevermind, cos' getting a laptop soonnnnnnn! HAHAHAHA! :D

Anyways, I had fun working at Sakura! :D

Food is awesome, cos' i seldom eat them. Hahaha :D

Colleagues are friendly, and some cheeky! HAHAHA ! :D

‘Take Me As I am’ by FM Static
This time I finally see the reason why
I can't do this alone
It took some time and concentration
To believe it, this I know.
I need to build my faith sometimes
But I am so comfortable in line
I'm up there's no more time,
To try to mess with this design

Two nights compete everyone's asleep
and I don't want to say these words to you
I'll be your hand take me as I am
I just wanna be with you

Take me as I am cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now
I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this soul
Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, Cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this soul

I lift my voice to sing out
Let the sound of my heart bring out
These hands aren't holding me down
Never again will I be with out
I need to feel my faith sometimes
But I am so comfortable in line
I'm up there's no more time
To try to mess with this design

Two nights compete everyone's asleep
and I don't want to say these words to you
I'll be your hand take me as I am
I just wanna be with you

Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now
I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
but its so hard to tell when
I'm not used to this soul
Take me as I am, cause I'm going
I was too scared to start now I'm too scared to let go
Take me as I am, cause I'm growing
But its so hard to tell when I'm not used to this soul

wah this song is so stuck in my head now. LOL.

it's niceeeeeeeee! go and listen! :D

yeah this is random though. hahaha! :D

i'm so glad she had got over it so soon. :D

When I first heard the sad news, I felt devastated inside, like seriously.
Why did she have to leave us?
I thought she would live longer.

She was such a kind and friendly person to me when I was young.
Always so concerned about me.
Always invited me to stay/play at her house.
Always bringing me and eliza around to play.
Always giving me stuffs.
And I am really appreciative of it.

She's such a nice person.
Why did she have to get such an illness?
Why did she have to leave this place?
I thought that she live a much fulfilling and long life.

Even though this earth is not our home,
And Heaven is where all of us, christians, will go eventually.
But still, when our loved ones leave us,
We'll still cry, yearn and miss them.

I am sorry for not being there for you physically.
I felt helpless when I realised I wasn't there for you.
I wanted to be there by your side,
comforting you,
lending my shoulders to you.

But this reality is so cruel and harsh.
I couldn't be there at that point of time.
I couldn't help you at that moment.
Even if I wanted to.

I guess all these are in accordance to God's will.
There's nothing we can do about it.
Let's leave everything into God's hands.
God will take care of everything.

She will leave us for a better place,
where there will be
no more sorrows,
no more pains,
no more sufferings.
It might be better for her this way.
God wants to take her back.
And we can't do anything to stop it.

Everyone will have to leave this earth one day.
It's just a matter of time.
We'll just have to accept this cruel reality.

Even though I know that time will not heal,
But I still hope you and your family will
stay strong physically and spiritually.

I know that whatever I say
won't bring back your beloved mom back to life
And I know that whatever I say
would not be able to comfort your broken heart.

I sincerely hope that you will continue to be steadfast in your faith.
It's hard to accept this.
I know it's hard to take this easy.

Don't worry,
I will walk this through with you.

*She is the late Aunt Meow Cheng.

For the past few days, i had been to the polys' open houses.

Singapore poly:
The goodie bag looks like those christmas bag but the things inside were great! :D
Their lecturers were friendly and helpful.
Their students were fluent and clear in explaining the courses.
However, there were not much games and all.

Ngee Ann Poly:
The goodie bag is not bad. Inside the bag: TEENAGE! NOTEBOOK! NOTEPAD! etc.
Good luck 'O' donuts! Nescafe original! HAHHAA! :D
It was quite enthu and all.
But by that time, we were all shag. LOL.
Too lazy to play games. Hees. (:

Nanyang Poly:
The games were quite fun! won a few prizes! HAHA :D
the goodie bag was niceee! coooool!
People there were quite friendly and approachable too. :D

Temasek Poly:
The goodie bag, only the cover was nice. oops!
Students there was not very helpful cos' we stood in front of their booth, and they knew we were there, but they didn't initiate anything at all. tsk.
We have to listen to their talks and all. Kinda boring though.
Tried their blueberry cookies! niceee! HAHAHA :D

Republic Poly:
Had no time to go there. Hahaha.
So no comments :D

Yesterday, was supposed to be something special for the red campers (and i'm one of them!) @ ngee ann. However, I had a youth fellowship (ultimate frisbee!). To put priorities right, I went for the ultimate, of course, since one of my 2010 resolutions is to be more involve in church activities. So I decided to do it. LOL. I forgo the redcamp special. Anyways, I have seen most of ngee ann poly already. Hence, there's no point going for it. Even though there was free movie (under the stars?!) and free dinner for redcampers. HAHAHA.

Ultimate frisbee was fun, but not as fun as captain ball or netball or basketball, in my case. Cos' playing frisbee involves much teamwork, discipline, footwork, skills, etc. Apparently, I don't have the skills and knowledge to play it. All my throws were kinda sucky. It's not that easy to throw to my teammates as it's difficult to control the frisbee. Cos' there might be wind and all. Yeah.

After that, went for lunch. Wanted to play Basketball after that.
Not enough people. Chan not at home so can't take his Bball. Totally sian.
I thought i had to hang around at don't-know-where.
Luckily, David sort of invited us to his house to play his X-box guitar or whatever.
I simply sucked at it. My coordination of both my left and right hand is like gg.
Somemore I was kinda tired at that time so ya.

Went personal work. Did the private apartments/bungalows.
They were hugeeeee.
One of them even have a pool table at the porch.
oh-my-tians! It's so cool luhs! I also want! HAHAHA!
even though I know it would only be in my dreams. LOL.

Today, went for service. bible class. lunch.
After that, went to Aunt Meow Cheng's house to visit her.
I was shocked to see the state that she is in.
Weak and frail.
She had lost a lot of weight from her treatment.
Had a mini "worship" as she was unable to attend service at the church building.
Now I can really understand how my bff and her siblings feel.
They just feel even worst as she is their mother, a close one.
Left early with sweetie cos' of her tuition. Together with lucas and chan.

To Bff:
You have to stand strong with your family, especially at this critical period of time.
Don't worry, I will stand by you too. You can pour your troubles to me anytime.
You can also cry on my shoulders, even though i'm not D. LOL. :D

RESULTS COMING OUT TOMORROWWWWW! ARGHHHHHH!
SO SCARY CAN! =X
ALL THE BEST! :D

2009 was indeed a stressful and busy year for me.
All because of 'O' levels. HAHAHA. :D
i had been hearing lots of naggings from my mom and teachers. (sorry!)
i had been complaning so much so that i've got sick of it.
& i had decided to stop it.
Set down my heart and study for the 'O's.
However, i guess i didn't mug as hard as some of my friends did.
After the 'O's, i felt ecstatic yet distressing.
Ecstatic because the 'O's are finally over! No more muggings! Here comes the long hols!
Distressing because i felt that i was not that prepared and i'm afraid to see my results in Jan.
Thinking back, all these was just an experience.
All of us had to go through this.
We are all in this together. :D
With all my family and friends' help, i managed to get through 2009.
And I'm really thankful and grateful to them!


I hope that 2010 will be a great and fun year for me!
I will make full use of the time in all aspects. (i try!)
As (almost) everyone have new year resolutions, i am no exception either.


1. CHARACTER:
i hope that i will become a better person.
Helpful. Caring towards others around me. Take my own initiative.
More friendly. Fun. Enthusiastic.
Brave to voice out my opinions and views, etc.


2. SPIRITUAL:
i hope that i will make use of my time to be involve in church activities.
Help to organise and participate in church stuffs. :D
Encourage others through works. :D
More knowledgable about the Bible. :D
Prepare and teach lessons to children. :D


3. PHYSICAL:
i hope that i will become more fit. (cos' i had not been exercising for quite some time. oh no.)
Play basketball with my friends. :D
Runs with my dad. :D
Maybe biking? swimming? HAHAHA :D


As (almost) all of us know that results will come out next monday,
and i'm really scared about it, i hope that all of us will get our desirable results.
Because i didn't get the results that i wanted for my PSLE.
& i was really depressed about it.
It was below my expectations, that's why.
I'm really afraid of getting results.
I hate that feeling.
BUT i have to take it. Face the reality. The cruel reality.
Noooooooo.


Alrights, i shall stop here for today.
I hope this post hasn't make anyone of you feel emo or whatever.
I wish everyone to be cheerful and happy in the year 2010!
ALL THE BEST ALRIGHTS! :D

HELLO 2010! Goodbyes 2009!
happy new year everyone!
i just wanna change blogskin as we welcome the new year :D


i'm so sorry for not updating my blog in Dec 2009.
I'm so so so involved in VBS! YDP! Pri Sch Gathering! Jurong's Countdown to 2o1o! :D
i shall put some photos up to give you a glimpse of it alrights! :D


VBS!
It's a children camp :D














i love them loads :D














YDP!
It's a youth camp combined with the Malaysians! FUN! :D















SINGAPORE ASSEMBLE! :D














6B gathering!
a get-together after 4 donkey years! :D














Countdown @ Jurong!
sorry, i don't have the group photo! (i think didn't take. oops!)


























alrights, done for tonight. :D
i will update more the next post. stay tuned! :D
happy new year once again!